I was talking with my HBI coach, and I am trying to awaken. Awaken to the truth to reality. I always so spritualiy and or many of the out of the ordinary experiences as imaginary or flirting with an imaginary world. The main reason is because there is no one there to confrim the validity of MY experience. I needed and SADLY I still need the Do to confrim and approve the experience. I have recently come to realize I rend to feel crazy or scared because I am scared of losing touch with reality.